F.O.C.U.S

YES!

FOCUS!

I was just reading Pastor Phil Pringle's blog and this particular post really attracted me.

www.philpringle.wordpress.com

which is FOCUS.

it's really important to stay focus with all that you're doing.

in achieving your dreams, your goals.

there will always be people who are better than you but that doesn't matter.

don't let them distract you!

Always remember not to look behind or sideways looking at how others are running when you are running this race!

STAY FOCUS!

and just like what Pastor Phil wrote, staying focus is more on what you don't do! So, say NO to things that will distract you from your goal!

Read his blog for more!

Btw, he has a very very nice and unique blog! lovin' it! <3

make sure you check it out!

ciao!

am i doing the right thing?

often, i wonder...


whether what i'm doing is right or wrong.



am i like what people say "syok sendiri"?




or am i really heading to the right direction and really pursuing the dream of my life?




why do i always have to feel or even think about all these?




life is really not a bed of roses.





but, seriously, i need a break. from all these stuff.





some people around me keep telling me to stop all this.




but, don't they get it? this is what i want in my life. my dream. my passion.




the air i breathe.





it was difficult when i first started pursuing my dream but it is even more difficult to give up on it.




looks like nobody understands how much all these mean to me.





so, what's the point of me griefing over all these stupid stuff?




i should just stay focus on tomorrow.





i might not be the best. but, i am enjoying every second of it. these are the things that i'll never leave behind.




and who knows what will happen tomorrow?




and btw, nothing is impossible.




i believed in that from the first day i started pursuing the dream of my life.






and i'm still holding on to that. forever.

ungrateful people.

sometimes, people are just ungrateful with the things they have.

things that some people are dying to have.

probably they don't even realize it!

they take things for granted.

they are not appreciative with what they have.

whereas for those who doesn't have it, are thinking days and nights for ways to get that.

cracking their brains...

dreaming about it every night...

admiring pictures and others who have it.

why? why? why?

why don't they realize how important it is? how lucky they are?

how beautiful that is....

this is so not fair.

why?!

i'm not jealous but just pissed with people who take things for granted.

they are talented & good.

but, they are not appreciating it.

at least be appreciative with what you have & know how lucky you are.

if only i was like them...

can i do it?

am i expecting too much from myself?

but, if i don't, how am i gonna be good?

how am i gonna improve?

sigh.

it's just so horrible.

got nightmares seeing sickle foot...

it's still very fresh in my mind.

i don't mind if it's torturing but i just want it to look really good.

i want it to be strong.

which is not what i'm getting!

extremely pissed!

yea..and things is getting worst with the new shoe. urrghhh..

sigh.

oh well, probably the fact is that i need more time...

but, this is some how difficult for me to swollow...

when will the time come when i can see myself doing beautiful and strong pointe work?

when????!!!

sigh.

i guess it's just one word.

practice.

=(

great, great week!

this week has been awesome!

i've finally got David Archuleta's Christmas From the Heart album in my hands!

* it's not out in the stores yet btw!*

it's reallly gooood! and i'm so T-totally in Christmas mood already!

and this is the album!

awwww...it looks good but, i tell you, the songs sounds even better!! <3

reallly enjoyed his songs! thumbs up! =)

not only did i get DA's album but also i got myself the 2nd issue of Just Dance! magazine, which i have been waiting for so so long...

and i looooooveeeee this issue's very very muchh!

just by looking at the cover...i am already blown away!

and that is Elynn Chew. She's so beautiful...

plus there are a lot more pictures of her inside! yippie~

i was really inspired by the article about her.

whoaa!

lovin' that magazine! <3

so, to all dancers or whoever it may be, go grab yourself a copy NOW!

<3 <3 <3

...If it's you and me forever

If it's you and me right now

That'd be alright

Be alright

If we chase the stars to lose our shadow

Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine

So won't you fly with me...

Fly With Me - Jonas Brothers

all i wanna say is....i'm sorry.

regret.

i regret not talking to you.

i'm so sorry for being a jerk!

you may think i'm snobbish, horrible, rude or the worst thing you could ever think of.

but, i'm truly sorry.

that time, it wasn't the "real" me at all!

ahhh!! someone...pls kill me...

am feeling really super duperly bad!

sorrry...=((

it's just infront of you, i'll just get "stuck" somewhere.

when you're not around, i'll feel so freee...

honestly, that moment, what was going through my mind was...

" I just wanna get out from this place! "

not because i hate you but because * **** **** *** ** **** ***!

i'm really not what you think i am.

or probably, you might not even notice.

maybe to you, i'm just that little tiny ant that is hardly visible.

you might not even care.

but, i do.

if i ever could turn back time, i will definitely "fix" that.

i'm sorry.

when i needed it most...

i'm always blown away whenever i read that blog.

a few of the post was so related to me.

what i'm going through.

and to know that He really listens to your cry.

and some how answer you back through blogs? ( lol)

whoaaa..amazing!

anyways, sigh.

these question always pop out in my head : am i really that suckky?

am i that unnoticeable?

it's easy to say " do not care what others think about you "

but the truth is, i care.

sigh.

there's so much going on right now.

so much stuff running through my head...

hopefully i'll get through it.

Genee International Ballet Competition 2009

Claudia Dean, gold medalist from Australia

Takeaki Miura, bronze medalist from Japan

Nicola Wills-Jones, silver medalist from Australia

The only Singaporean who made it to the finals, Min Yi Kwok





Henrietta Ellice-Flint, finalist from Australia

These are just some of the winners and finalist.

Most of the finalist are from Australia! But, I'm really proud that Min Yi Kwok made it to the finals!

and

Claudia Dean, who won the gold medal, really deserved this.

Look at the picture!

only one word.

perfection.

once again, congrats Claudia!

and again, i missed it. sigh.

i bet next year's competition will be further than Singapore.

which means i won't be able to make it to that place.

sigh.

but, nevermind. i guess i'll just wait for the videos.

i <3>

the contestants are all quite young. around 15 to 19 of age.

they are really talented!

and i'm sure it is an experience that they will never ever forget in their life!

and also it is a good platform to start off their career as professional dancers.

many notable ballerinas & ballet dancers had the genee experince when they were younger.

so, yea...these contestants will surely go far! =)

how long will my journey be?

how far can i go?

something nobody knows except for Him.

how serious it is? I don't know.

all i want in this whole life is that it gets better.

nothing more than that.

that's all i ask for.

but, calling it an end it's a T-totally NONO!

NEVER! even if i need crutches!

ain't it cute??

aren't these mooncakes cuteeee??

awww....

i want them!

sick!

sick.

lost appetite.

skipped 3 meals.

feel like vomiting when i see food.

and now

having fever.

sobb...=((

This song definitely made me felt better : Party in the USA - Miley Cyrus

i just need them!

i want those!

i need those!

desperately.

great arches & beautiful insteps.

sigh.

someone

help!

am not doing well in those shoes.

mobility

that's the word.

&

that's what i want!

how am i gonna go for exam next yr?!

God knows...

omg. i can't imagine that anymore.

sadness.

inspiring

Polina Semionova

anyone?

The Shoes

The Shoes

Their beautiful satin face was torn,

Dirtied and tattered from being worn.

‘Neath music and lights, they made her fly;

The flowers and trophies made her cry.

On strange stages black,

she carefully tread

Until at last, the shoes set to bed.

Pink satin shoes in which she danced

Interred by the years in which they romanced.

remember the dance

REMEMBER THE DANCE

Remember the feeling,

of lights on your face.

Remember the feeling,

of poise and grace.

So different from at home.

Remember the feeling,

of flying in place.

Remember the feeling,

of time and space.

That is not your own.

Remember the girls lined up,

from left to right.

Remember walking out of the studio,

out into the night.

But most of all, remember the girls who are becoming teachers.

Just. Like. You.

you are you.

never compare because you are special in your own way.

do not be discouraged with people's words.

stay strong because your journey has just begun.