numbers that left a scar on me...

last friday was the day i never felt so horrible before.

it all started in the morning around 10 am plus...

i got my exam paper...

it wasn't as bad as in fail but i expected something better than that

at that time, i was just a little discouraged...just a little

after recess, was the main "thing"

got another exam paper back

from the moment i saw the first digit...

i felt like crying...

but...

i held on...

teacher told me where was my mistake with a disappointed tone

if he was disappointed,what about me?

i was and is 100% more disappointed than he was

my mind was "away"

did not really understood what he said

kept the paper

tried doing other work to make me feel better

but it didn't work

which left me in tears...

a.l.o.n.e

i still remember that feeling being alone in times like that,it was so

tough

that time, i really hoped i could look for my friends

but too bad, thay are all too far away

went to pass something to another teacher..

met our so called "mother"

at least got a little encouragement there

but, it didn't help a lot

that feeling lasted for 2 days

it was really difficult

after the weekends,i suddenly felt there is still hope

kinda stopped blaming myself

and move on...

it was something i do not want to repeat again

sort of like the worst nightmare ever