F.O.C.U.S

YES!

FOCUS!

I was just reading Pastor Phil Pringle's blog and this particular post really attracted me.

www.philpringle.wordpress.com

which is FOCUS.

it's really important to stay focus with all that you're doing.

in achieving your dreams, your goals.

there will always be people who are better than you but that doesn't matter.

don't let them distract you!

Always remember not to look behind or sideways looking at how others are running when you are running this race!

STAY FOCUS!

and just like what Pastor Phil wrote, staying focus is more on what you don't do! So, say NO to things that will distract you from your goal!

Read his blog for more!

Btw, he has a very very nice and unique blog! lovin' it! <3

make sure you check it out!

ciao!

am i doing the right thing?

often, i wonder...


whether what i'm doing is right or wrong.



am i like what people say "syok sendiri"?




or am i really heading to the right direction and really pursuing the dream of my life?




why do i always have to feel or even think about all these?




life is really not a bed of roses.





but, seriously, i need a break. from all these stuff.





some people around me keep telling me to stop all this.




but, don't they get it? this is what i want in my life. my dream. my passion.




the air i breathe.





it was difficult when i first started pursuing my dream but it is even more difficult to give up on it.




looks like nobody understands how much all these mean to me.





so, what's the point of me griefing over all these stupid stuff?




i should just stay focus on tomorrow.





i might not be the best. but, i am enjoying every second of it. these are the things that i'll never leave behind.




and who knows what will happen tomorrow?




and btw, nothing is impossible.




i believed in that from the first day i started pursuing the dream of my life.






and i'm still holding on to that. forever.

ungrateful people.

sometimes, people are just ungrateful with the things they have.

things that some people are dying to have.

probably they don't even realize it!

they take things for granted.

they are not appreciative with what they have.

whereas for those who doesn't have it, are thinking days and nights for ways to get that.

cracking their brains...

dreaming about it every night...

admiring pictures and others who have it.

why? why? why?

why don't they realize how important it is? how lucky they are?

how beautiful that is....

this is so not fair.

why?!

i'm not jealous but just pissed with people who take things for granted.

they are talented & good.

but, they are not appreciating it.

at least be appreciative with what you have & know how lucky you are.

if only i was like them...

can i do it?

am i expecting too much from myself?

but, if i don't, how am i gonna be good?

how am i gonna improve?

sigh.

it's just so horrible.

got nightmares seeing sickle foot...

it's still very fresh in my mind.

i don't mind if it's torturing but i just want it to look really good.

i want it to be strong.

which is not what i'm getting!

extremely pissed!

yea..and things is getting worst with the new shoe. urrghhh..

sigh.

oh well, probably the fact is that i need more time...

but, this is some how difficult for me to swollow...

when will the time come when i can see myself doing beautiful and strong pointe work?

when????!!!

sigh.

i guess it's just one word.

practice.

=(

great, great week!

this week has been awesome!

i've finally got David Archuleta's Christmas From the Heart album in my hands!

* it's not out in the stores yet btw!*

it's reallly gooood! and i'm so T-totally in Christmas mood already!

and this is the album!

awwww...it looks good but, i tell you, the songs sounds even better!! <3

reallly enjoyed his songs! thumbs up! =)

not only did i get DA's album but also i got myself the 2nd issue of Just Dance! magazine, which i have been waiting for so so long...

and i looooooveeeee this issue's very very muchh!

just by looking at the cover...i am already blown away!

and that is Elynn Chew. She's so beautiful...

plus there are a lot more pictures of her inside! yippie~

i was really inspired by the article about her.

whoaa!

lovin' that magazine! <3

so, to all dancers or whoever it may be, go grab yourself a copy NOW!

<3 <3 <3

...If it's you and me forever

If it's you and me right now

That'd be alright

Be alright

If we chase the stars to lose our shadow

Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine

So won't you fly with me...

Fly With Me - Jonas Brothers

all i wanna say is....i'm sorry.

regret.

i regret not talking to you.

i'm so sorry for being a jerk!

you may think i'm snobbish, horrible, rude or the worst thing you could ever think of.

but, i'm truly sorry.

that time, it wasn't the "real" me at all!

ahhh!! someone...pls kill me...

am feeling really super duperly bad!

sorrry...=((

it's just infront of you, i'll just get "stuck" somewhere.

when you're not around, i'll feel so freee...

honestly, that moment, what was going through my mind was...

" I just wanna get out from this place! "

not because i hate you but because * **** **** *** ** **** ***!

i'm really not what you think i am.

or probably, you might not even notice.

maybe to you, i'm just that little tiny ant that is hardly visible.

you might not even care.

but, i do.

if i ever could turn back time, i will definitely "fix" that.

i'm sorry.