Dance, the hidden language of the soul

F.O.C.U.S

2009-12-14T03:10:00.000-08:00

YES!

FOCUS!

I was just reading Pastor Phil Pringle's blog and this particular post really attracted me.

www.philpringle.wordpress.com

which is FOCUS.

it's really important to stay focus with all that you're doing.

in achieving your dreams, your goals.

there will always be people who are better than you but that doesn't matter.

don't let them distract you!

Always remember not to look behind or sideways looking at how others are running when you are running this race!

STAY FOCUS!

and just like what Pastor Phil wrote, staying focus is more on what you don't do! So, say NO to things that will distract you from your goal!

Read his blog for more!

Btw, he has a very very nice and unique blog! lovin' it! <3

make sure you check it out!

ciao!

am i doing the right thing?

2009-11-24T05:55:00.000-08:00

often, i wonder...

whether what i'm doing is right or wrong.

am i like what people say "syok sendiri"?

or am i really heading to the right direction and really pursuing the dream of my life?

why do i always have to feel or even think about all these?

life is really not a bed of roses.

but, seriously, i need a break. from all these stuff.

some people around me keep telling me to stop all this.

but, don't they get it? this is what i want in my life. my dream. my passion.

the air i breathe.

it was difficult when i first started pursuing my dream but it is even more difficult to give up on it.

looks like nobody understands how much all these mean to me.

so, what's the point of me griefing over all these stupid stuff?

i should just stay focus on tomorrow.

i might not be the best. but, i am enjoying every second of it. these are the things that i'll never leave behind.

and who knows what will happen tomorrow?

and btw, nothing is impossible.

i believed in that from the first day i started pursuing the dream of my life.

and i'm still holding on to that. forever.

ungrateful people.

2009-11-14T04:40:00.001-08:00

sometimes, people are just ungrateful with the things they have.

things that some people are dying to have.

probably they don't even realize it!

they take things for granted.

they are not appreciative with what they have.

whereas for those who doesn't have it, are thinking days and nights for ways to get that.

cracking their brains...

dreaming about it every night...

admiring pictures and others who have it.

why? why? why?

why don't they realize how important it is? how lucky they are?

how beautiful that is....

this is so not fair.

why?!

i'm not jealous but just pissed with people who take things for granted.

they are talented & good.

but, they are not appreciating it.

at least be appreciative with what you have & know how lucky you are.

if only i was like them...

can i do it?

2009-11-06T22:08:00.000-08:00

am i expecting too much from myself?

but, if i don't, how am i gonna be good?

how am i gonna improve?

sigh.

it's just so horrible.

got nightmares seeing sickle foot...

it's still very fresh in my mind.

i don't mind if it's torturing but i just want it to look really good.

i want it to be strong.

which is not what i'm getting!

extremely pissed!

yea..and things is getting worst with the new shoe. urrghhh..

sigh.

oh well, probably the fact is that i need more time...

but, this is some how difficult for me to swollow...

when will the time come when i can see myself doing beautiful and strong pointe work?

when????!!!

sigh.

i guess it's just one word.

practice.

great, great week!

2009-10-15T08:08:00.000-07:00

this week has been awesome!

i've finally got David Archuleta's Christmas From the Heart album in my hands!

* it's not out in the stores yet btw!*

it's reallly gooood! and i'm so T-totally in Christmas mood already!

and this is the album!

awwww...it looks good but, i tell you, the songs sounds even better!! <3

reallly enjoyed his songs! thumbs up! =)

not only did i get DA's album but also i got myself the 2nd issue of Just Dance! magazine, which i have been waiting for so so long...

and i looooooveeeee this issue's very very muchh!

just by looking at the cover...i am already blown away!

and that is Elynn Chew. She's so beautiful...

plus there are a lot more pictures of her inside! yippie~

i was really inspired by the article about her.

whoaa!

lovin' that magazine! <3

so, to all dancers or whoever it may be, go grab yourself a copy NOW!

<3 <3 <3

2009-10-02T01:09:00.001-07:00

...If it's you and me forever

If it's you and me right now

That'd be alright

Be alright

If we chase the stars to lose our shadow

Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine

So won't you fly with me...

Fly With Me - Jonas Brothers

all i wanna say is....i'm sorry.

2009-09-28T07:59:00.000-07:00

regret.

i regret not talking to you.

i'm so sorry for being a jerk!

you may think i'm snobbish, horrible, rude or the worst thing you could ever think of.

but, i'm truly sorry.

that time, it wasn't the "real" me at all!

ahhh!! someone...pls kill me...

am feeling really super duperly bad!

sorrry...=((

it's just infront of you, i'll just get "stuck" somewhere.

when you're not around, i'll feel so freee...

honestly, that moment, what was going through my mind was...

" I just wanna get out from this place! "

not because i hate you but because * **** **** *** ** **** ***!

i'm really not what you think i am.

or probably, you might not even notice.

maybe to you, i'm just that little tiny ant that is hardly visible.

you might not even care.

but, i do.

if i ever could turn back time, i will definitely "fix" that.

i'm sorry.

when i needed it most...

2009-09-21T05:27:00.000-07:00

i'm always blown away whenever i read that blog.

a few of the post was so related to me.

what i'm going through.

and to know that He really listens to your cry.

and some how answer you back through blogs? ( lol)

whoaaa..amazing!

anyways, sigh.

these question always pop out in my head : am i really that suckky?

am i that unnoticeable?

it's easy to say " do not care what others think about you "

but the truth is, i care.

sigh.

there's so much going on right now.

so much stuff running through my head...

hopefully i'll get through it.

Genee International Ballet Competition 2009

2009-09-17T06:57:00.001-07:00

Claudia Dean, gold medalist from Australia

Takeaki Miura, bronze medalist from Japan

Nicola Wills-Jones, silver medalist from Australia

The only Singaporean who made it to the finals, Min Yi Kwok

Henrietta Ellice-Flint, finalist from Australia

These are just some of the winners and finalist.

Most of the finalist are from Australia! But, I'm really proud that Min Yi Kwok made it to the finals!

and

Claudia Dean, who won the gold medal, really deserved this.

Look at the picture!

only one word.

perfection.

once again, congrats Claudia!

and again, i missed it. sigh.

i bet next year's competition will be further than Singapore.

which means i won't be able to make it to that place.

sigh.

but, nevermind. i guess i'll just wait for the videos.

i <3>

the contestants are all quite young. around 15 to 19 of age.

they are really talented!

and i'm sure it is an experience that they will never ever forget in their life!

and also it is a good platform to start off their career as professional dancers.

many notable ballerinas & ballet dancers had the genee experince when they were younger.

so, yea...these contestants will surely go far! =)

how long will my journey be?

2009-09-09T08:13:00.000-07:00

how far can i go?

something nobody knows except for Him.

how serious it is? I don't know.

all i want in this whole life is that it gets better.

nothing more than that.

that's all i ask for.

but, calling it an end it's a T-totally NONO!

NEVER! even if i need crutches!

ain't it cute??

2009-09-03T02:31:00.001-07:00

aren't these mooncakes cuteeee??

awww....

i want them!

sick!

2009-09-03T02:26:00.000-07:00

sick.

lost appetite.

skipped 3 meals.

feel like vomiting when i see food.

and now

having fever.

sobb...=((

This song definitely made me felt better : Party in the USA - Miley Cyrus

i just need them!

2009-08-28T08:50:00.000-07:00

i want those!

i need those!

desperately.

great arches & beautiful insteps.

sigh.

someone

help!

am not doing well in those shoes.

mobility

that's the word.

that's what i want!

how am i gonna go for exam next yr?!

God knows...

omg. i can't imagine that anymore.

sadness.

inspiring

2009-08-27T09:45:00.000-07:00

Polina Semionova

2009-08-26T23:14:00.000-07:00

anyone?

The Shoes

2009-08-25T09:04:00.000-07:00

The Shoes

Their beautiful satin face was torn,

Dirtied and tattered from being worn.

‘Neath music and lights, they made her fly;

The flowers and trophies made her cry.

On strange stages black,

she carefully tread

Until at last, the shoes set to bed.

Pink satin shoes in which she danced

Interred by the years in which they romanced.

remember the dance

2009-08-25T08:48:00.000-07:00

REMEMBER THE DANCE

Remember the feeling,

of lights on your face.

Remember the feeling,

of poise and grace.

So different from at home.

Remember the feeling,

of flying in place.

Remember the feeling,

of time and space.

That is not your own.

Remember the girls lined up,

from left to right.

Remember walking out of the studio,

out into the night.

But most of all, remember the girls who are becoming teachers.

Just. Like. You.

you are you.

never compare because you are special in your own way.

do not be discouraged with people's words.

stay strong because your journey has just begun.

dead tired.

2009-08-22T04:25:00.000-07:00

am dead tired.

just don't feel like moving and just laze around...

ahhh...wonderful! =P

sigh.

i suck in it.

just gonna keep myself strong, persevere & work harder!

" Practice is a means of inviting perfection desired "
- Martha Graham

memories that i'll never forget...

2009-08-04T22:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday

i went for the BACK2BBGS event

it was great to see so many BBGSians there who are much much older than me..

some even left school in 1973...( i wasn't even formed yet! ) lol..

well, the pics will explain eveything else...=)

The typical BBGS girl...

No.1 : wear spectacles..haha..( that's me! ) lol..

the missionary, Miss Betty Langlands, who left Scotland to plant a school here...

without her, there will be no BBGS...

Ms. Cooke...

ms cooke, the lady who overworks herself, according to her mom...

the school's office block...

last badge of BBGSians...

BBGS will always be in our hearts...even a hundred years later...

i <333>

i'll never forget those days i was in BBGS...even though it is only for a year but those memories like always going over to the secondary school to play, they are just priceless!

'Nisi Dominus Frustra', Without God, All Is In Vain.

All I could say is that I am proud to be part of BBGS!

before movie...in the toilet..haha..

after movie with kOka, exchange student from Japan...

Kok weng feeding kOka...like a son feeding the mummy..haha..LOL...

after lunch...

this is koka's bday present from me, tia and ivan...

Happy 18th Birthday Koka!

hope u enjoyed yourself yesterday...

tanjoubi omedetou, koka! =D

Song of the day : The Centenary Song - " Within These Walls "

2009-08-03T05:32:00.000-07:00

at least there's elmo to cheer me a little...

i.hearts.elmo

he makes me happy~

<33333

Song of the day : Elmo song - Sesame Street

sigh.

2009-08-02T08:42:00.000-07:00

" the only time you are actually growing is when you are uncomfortable "

T. Harv Eker

emo-ness...

sigh.

what should i do?

sigh.

so many things but so little time...

if only i could go to a far away land...

away from everything...

ahh...how wonderful could it be...

wyeeeee~

2009-07-21T02:34:00.000-07:00

okay.

as i have said before this, i'll take a picture of my very first pointe shoes...

*drums roll*

lol...

look at 'em..=)

this was few weeks ago when my mom ( i don't know how to sew..lol..) have not sewn my shoe

ribbons on...

sigh.

they look so beautiful and clean.

now, it's a disaster already...

no picture for that, of course.

LOL..

another thing is....

my exam result is out!

and

the result is

*drum rolls*

this is the picture i edited myself..lol..

now this is the original one...=)

my result form...

hmm...i know it's only grade 5

and distinction for grade 5 is like nothing to those pro...

but, i've only begun not long ago...

so, am happy with my progession...

and

now,

interfound.

gosh.

suffering man...=S

sigh.

must persevere! =)

hmm...guess that's all for now.

not suppose to be using the comp...=S

uncertain...

2009-07-16T07:56:00.000-07:00

i don't know why...but, all of a sudden, i felt scared...

worried...

of what the future has for me...

in a blink of eye, it is already thursday.

time really does fly.

everything seems to be happening so fast.

can i have a little break so that i can breathe some "fresh air"?

when you start thinking about it, it is really really scary.

July is coming to an end.

Soon, we'll be welcoming August.

then, September.

October.

November.

December.

Then, 2010, SPM.

college...uni...working...and etc...

gosh! hate thinking about all this! =S

challenges...lots of them..

coming up...

gosh! i don't know what to do.

everyday

there will be new stuff, challenges, waiting for you.

sigh.

guess this is life.

i think i need a break.

to relax myself.

to tell myself to chill and not to worry so much.

of what is going to happen tomorrow.

and depend on the Creator.

going to bed now.

Song of the day: Imagine - David Archuleta

sick! =(

2009-07-10T04:57:00.000-07:00

sobsob...

am having fever, slight flu and bit sore throat...

body temperature going up instead of going down...

reaching 38 degrees any time...sob

gosh! hate being sick! =(

gonna get some rest now...

the sad sad girl...

signing off...

great day again?

2009-07-04T03:33:00.000-07:00

hahaha...

now every Saturday is a great day!

as usual...

today's classes was "interesting"...

you know why?

cos one of the kids cried in class!!

got panic attack man!

okay...

she cried cos she fell...and you know, when kids fall, all they do is CRY!

LOL...

went towards her and comfort her...ask her not to cry...=)

but still cry

and

cry

and

cry

lol...

after quite sometime, she finally stopped...yay! =S

another one is this kid...she look kinda sad...

so, i asked her why?

she said " i love my mummy..."

super random...lol...

but, awww...so sweet...ain't she cute?

she's also the one who merajuk and wants her mommy, last week...

these kids are just amazing! they make me feel happy...

and they really made my day! =D

oh gosh! i think i love kids now! eheemmm...hahaha...

can't believe i hated kids last time...

they are too cute to be hated! =P

another kid who wasn't from that class...came to me..as she was entering the dance studio..

and said hi to me...

i was surprise...

cos i'm not assisting my teacher for that class..

cos i gotta go for my own class that time...

i walked out...and she came out to say bye to me...

my heart melted...=S

so, that's the reason why i always look forward for Saturdays...

all the frustrations and disappointments i had on weekdays...

these kids really cheers me up!

i.hearts.them

another thing is i'm gonna have to conduct a Grade 1 class

on the 18th ON MY OWN!

cos my teacher couldn't make it on that day...

this is scary man!

FIRST time conducting a class!

hopefully things will go well on that day..

even though it's just Grade 1, but still, am still nervous ya know!

oh yeah! the picture of my pointe shoes! still haven't taken..lol..

will post another time! =)

and

am starting using pointe shoes tmr! =D

excited.scared-pain! =S

lol...

Great day! =D

Song of the day: The Climb ft. Ahmir

this song is soooo gooood...better than the original version! <3333>

I've got them in my hands!

2009-06-27T20:55:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a great day!

cause....

i finally got my very own pointe shoes! =D

they are so lovely...kept "playing" with it...tried them dunno how many times ady...

will post a pic of it when i manage to take a nice one...=)

i know it sounds a bit crazy..but..i bring the shoes around...everywhere i go in the house ( except for some places of course) lol...

BEAUTIFUL!

okay...enough of pointe shoes...

yesterday, as usual..i had 3 classes of assisting..

one of the classes is baby ballet!

oh my gosh! they are sooo cuteee! never seen kids so cute before! =)

and the stuff my teacher taught them was FUN!

seeing them running around and laughing...

then..one kid sat at one corner and said " I want my mummy..."

awww...aren't they cute? ^^

in the Grade1 class...one kid was like..

" Teacher, can i go toilet? " lol

" Teacher, can i drink water?

CUTENESS!

but, i think i'm a sucky teacher...gosh!

need to learn how to interact with kids more! =S

at the end of the baby ballet class, we sang the Barney song!

" I love you...you love me...we are happy family...with a great big hug..and a kiss from me to you..won't you say you love me too..."

so cuteeee~

how i wish i had stuff like these when i was younger..=(

LOL...

the little kids..think around 4-5 yrs old..

they are so happy! keep smiling at everyone...

am happy seeing them enjoying themself!

i love baby ballet class! wyee~

gosh! i really need to buck up on my assisting skills man! or else, i'm afraid my teacher would sack me! LOL..hahaa...

What a memorable day...

2009-06-20T05:08:00.000-07:00

today

was indeed a memorable day for me...

as i have said in the previous post...

i'll be trying pointe shoes after the holidays...

and..

yeap! i tried them today!! o.m.g

they are so lovely =)

(can't take my eyes of them...)

it is just a sample though...

but, my teacher said maybe we'll be getting 'em next week if there is stock...

hopefully, we'll get them next week~

okay...not just that...

today is the first day i assist my teacher...

it was really cool and FUN~

went for 2 classes...

think it is Grade 3 and the other one is Grade 1

my favourite is Grade 1 class...the kids are sooo adorable! cuteeeee~

enjoyed myself a lot! but, it is not an easy task though..

maybe i'll just need more time for training and stuff...

but, think it is quite a good start...first day ma...=P

and the BEST part is....

i'm "paid" for this!

it is not in $$$ form but in points form...

i can use the points i collected to buy any dance accesories,shoes,leotards, basically, ANYTHING!

even if i purchase from internet, i just have to show the receipt and the school will pay me back!

woohoo! =D

ANYTHING except for fees...LOL...

i really had a great day today! am always looking forward for the weekends now!! =D

i'm so bless...

all glory to the One who created me! =P

Whoaa...

2009-06-09T07:40:00.000-07:00

just now

i was checking my mail..

and saw a mail from AAM

entitled ' iTunes Fan Bundle'

i was like.." Oh my GOSH! i got it?? "

and i quickly open my mail...

it is actually some fan pack which consist of 'Zero Gravity, 'Touch My Hand' Video and '1000 miles' unplugged version, from iTunes...you have to buy it...and i think you have to have the US iTunes account to purchase...but AAM is giving it out to the first 10 AAM members who send

them an e-mail...

so, i just try try for fun..and never thought i would be one of them! =)

happy happy!~

thank you so much AAM! =D

song of the day: New Soul- Yael Naim (recommended by Tiara..to be more specific..Christine Ling...LOL )

What a great dinner! =)

2009-06-08T07:25:00.000-07:00

last saturday...

i went to a thai restaurant called 'Thai Thai' for dinner...

located in Sunway Pyramid...

one of the reasons why i chose to go that place is because..."ehem" been there before...hahaha...that's David Archuleta~

erm..i know this sounds crazy but..yeap..i've been waiting for 2 months already to go to this place..=P

was really happy while walking towards the restaurant...

finally arrived...went in..wanted to do something ( ask the waiter which table he sat..lol..) but, i thought oh well, maybe i should not...=(

not sure if they remembered or not...2 months already!

went to the 'inner' part of the restaurant...and we didn't know it was the smoking area until we saw a few people from different tables smoking...lol...

ordered the food...

Green Curry Chicken

Some tofu...

Fishcake...

and this is my favourite...Phad Thai ( btw, he ordered this! =P )

am not bias cos DA ordered this, but this dish really taste yummy~ it's the only dish that's not that spicy!

dessert! don't remember what is it called but i just remember that there is some jack fruit inside...lol..

my favourite dessert~ sticky rice with mango!

d.e.l.i.c.i.o.u.s

wahhh...feeling hungry just by looking at this...gosh!

while i was eating, i kept thinking about that day and ***** *********

o.m.goshh...i'm going nuts! =D

and of course, i enjoyed all the food a lot! all the dishes were really spicy even though they don't look spicy! except Phad Thai... =P

will never forget this day~ =)

<333333>

i missed it! =(

2009-06-02T09:05:00.000-07:00

just few weeks ago, there is this ballet company in town..they are called the Les Ballets Grandiva from New York.

What's interesting and different about this ballet company is that all of the dancers are male and they dance the female roles as well! Whoaa..can you imagine a guy with pointe shoes, heavy make-ups, wigs, false eye-lashes and tutus?!!

omg..

it is something really different and special compared to the other famous ballet companies.

not only that, their performances are more on the comedy side. so, they are really funny!=P

but at the same time, remaining the beauty of ballet in it. how cool is that!

can't wait for that!

2009-06-02T08:43:00.000-07:00

after the holidays, i'm gonna try on the most lovely shoes on earth! but also the most painful shoes on earth! hahaha...this is shoe is called

THE POINTE SHOES

hmm..wonder how is it like having those in your feet...besides painful...omg..can't wait anymore!
i know it is torturing but still...nothing comes easy...'No Pain,No Gain' !! =P

back!

2009-05-30T21:07:00.000-07:00

omg! when was the last time i blogged? zillion years ago..lol...
i have not been blogging for so long...so many things happened and i don't even know where to start...

oh well, let me just start with 11th April 2009- DAVID ARCHULETA'S SHOWCASE

11th April 2009
6am
-woke up and followed mom to office...(she works somewhere in Sunway..and the showcase is in Sunway...that's why...)

-had McBreakfast while listening to 'Zero Gravity' for the surprise thingi for DA..

9am
-reach Sunway College and met one of the AAM members...it was only both of us at that time..lol..

oh ya! What am i doing in SunwayCollege? lol..i join Archuleta Avenue Malaysia ( his fan club in M'sia) and they had a pre-showcase gathering in SC..DA wasn't there but by going for that gathering, I made friends with other AAMers..=P
NOT ONLY THAT, all the members were given a small tiny paper..that little paper will bring us to somewhere really special...they did not want to tell us..it was a "surprise".. =D

12 pm
- left SC. me, sharon and pui yeng walked to the Elephant Walk together..
-reached.soooo many people already queing...omgg..the line was like...so super loonng...we were quite behind cos we were very late...people started queing as early as 8am!
-queing under the hot,hot,hot,hot sun...=( thank God for my snoopy! =P

1 something
-gates opened..went in...the amphitheatre was AMAZING!

2 something
-lots of people are still coming in...the place was so packed!

3 something
-it is already very very packed and people are still coming in! omg...i dun even see any empty seats..=S

4 pm
-we were like.." I thought they said 2pm? Can they like start now?? arrgghh..waited soo long already! "

4.30pm
-started FINALLY! with JJ&Ian entertaining us...we had some warm up, singing 'Crush'..=D
-the show started with 3 local artist singing...the crowd were very calm...until...

DAVID ARCHULETA comes out to perform!!

we were like screaming our heads off! and of course singing along with him..=D
he sang 6 songs altogether..2 songs he sang while playing the keyboard..

5 something
-the show ended..=(
so fast?? but it was like just started...but..sigh..yeap..its over..
wait a minute...NOT over for the AAMers yet..for we have something special waiting for us..=)
we gathered and waited for all the people to leave the venue..

6 something
-only left us and those who won special passes like greet&meet and autograph passes..

-we were told at that time, that we are allowed to take a group photo with DA ( 10 people in a group ) and NO autograph..=(
but at least we get to see him closer..

-waiting for our turn..

-the lady came and said there was a change. The tour manager, Ray, allowed us to have his autograph and an individual picture with him!! O.M.G

-this changed happened after the first group went in..me,sharon,pui yeng,we were in the second group..so thank God we were not in the other group!

-it was our turn..went to the backstage and went into a room..there was a divider in the room..so i have not seen him yet but could hear his laugh! omgg...even his laugh sounded good..what more when he sings! =P

-after sharon, was my turn..i passed my camera to a lady, who is in charge in taking all the photos..and then i walked towards DA..he was smiling and i was super nervous and..and..i gave him the mini poster in his album for him to sign..=D
that moment i met him...it is still fresh in my mind..=P
OMG!! i couldnt believe it! DA is in front of me? or i should say next to me? omgg...
then it was time for me to take a photo with him after he had signed...
he put his arms around me! OMGGGG~
i know i'm crazy but seriously...omgg..
anyways,yeap..his smile is just AMAZING!
and being in that room was weird and scary cos there are people in that room looking at you and him..so its like..weird..these people are in charge of all these stuff i guess...=S

and then..i thank him of course as he handed me the poster...and i left...was so nervous i even forgot to say BYE! sob..sob..so sad...=(

7pm
-DA is done with his job! and we, as i have said before, gonna give him a surprise~
he came out to take a group photo with the members and as he was walking out..( WITHOUT SECURITY ) we sang 'Zero Gravity' for him..this is the link to the video...=P

http://archuletavenue.wordpress.com/2009/04/12/david-with-aam-ers/

that day was so crazy!! We did not expect that we will be able to see David so close!! I will never forget 11th April 2009! wyeeeee~ although it was really tiring...we didn't even had our lunch..=(
so its hungry + tired...

reached home around 9 something..and even though i was very tired..i couldn't sleep..couldn't stop thinking about this special day~

All of us are looking forward for David to come back and have a full concert! =P
and right now...all of us are suffering from O.D.D ( Obsessive David Disorder ) hahhaa...

that's for now! will blog about other stuff another time..since this is already so long..haha..

numbers that left a scar on me...

2009-04-01T07:25:00.000-07:00

last friday was the day i never felt so horrible before.

it all started in the morning around 10 am plus...

i got my exam paper...

it wasn't as bad as in fail but i expected something better than that

at that time, i was just a little discouraged...just a little

after recess, was the main "thing"

got another exam paper back

from the moment i saw the first digit...

i felt like crying...

but...

i held on...

teacher told me where was my mistake with a disappointed tone

if he was disappointed,what about me?

i was and is 100% more disappointed than he was

my mind was "away"

did not really understood what he said

kept the paper

tried doing other work to make me feel better

but it didn't work

which left me in tears...

a.l.o.n.e

i still remember that feeling being alone in times like that,it was so

tough

that time, i really hoped i could look for my friends

but too bad, thay are all too far away

went to pass something to another teacher..

met our so called "mother"

at least got a little encouragement there

but, it didn't help a lot

that feeling lasted for 2 days

it was really difficult

after the weekends,i suddenly felt there is still hope

kinda stopped blaming myself

and move on...

it was something i do not want to repeat again

sort of like the worst nightmare ever

something to make me feel better

2009-03-26T06:29:00.000-07:00

exams over...

how was it? i don't wanna think about it anymore...cos it was a tough week...=(

but, something does really cheer me up a little...in times like this...

b.a.l.l.e.t =)

sad stuff, i just wanna put them away...just wanna talk about stuff that will make me happy!~

yup! b.a.l.l.e.t

34 more days to my exam...scary but yet exciting...cos its my first experience taking exams...=P

had to work really hard...starting this sat. onwards, all of us had to go to Lot 10 to practice the placing and everything for 4 saturdays...kinda cool...=)

last week, was my first time wearing a character skirt and it was soooo super long...hahaha...sent it to the tailor...tried figuring out what to do with it...and finally decided to remove all the ribbons on the skirt and shorten the skirt! it was tough removing the ribbons one by one...thank God i have a really supportive mom who helped me in removing the ribbons...if not, i would have took 10 years to remove them! hahaha...

part of my character skirt...one of the ribbons removed

exam time table..examiner: ms. annette uffelmann

can't wait to see her..lol..

stuff that i need to know to get distinction =P
yea..that's about all...working real hard towards distinction!

some of my favourite pictures:

New York City Ballet

School of American Ballet

in short, SAB..=P

SAB - this is what they call the 'fish dive' i think...

and...back to NYCB

SAB

American Ballet Theatre

ABT

still ABT...

Singapore Dance Theatre

there is a lot more nice and inspiring pictures but i think it is too much to upload...hahaha...

truely, seeing these pictures really makes my day! =P

dreams shattered?

2009-03-15T08:55:00.000-07:00

was it serious? i'm not sure...i hope not...

they are really important to me...

hope they are doing fine...

or else...

my dreams will be shattered...

tried not to believe what she said...but couldn't resist...

which left me in tears...

felt like its the end of everything...

i still have doubts in me about that...now that i think back...

i should not have believe that...

i'll wait a few more days...and see how things goes...

- worried...

2009-03-13T09:46:00.000-07:00

had back pain few days ago...

now, its gone...( thank God )

but...

now, its my knee and my back ankle's turn...sigh...

what's wrong?? i have no ideaaa...=(

i cant recall what i did...it cant be Taekwondo...

hope my leg will recover soon...=(

I'll treasure it forever...

2009-03-09T07:33:00.001-07:00

today...something amazing happened...

it is ordinary to others but extraordinary to me...

it is not just a normal compliment but a compliment from someone i really admire and look up to...

and hoped to become one day...=)

even when others think it is torturing when she comes,but i think it will be great whenever she comes and "visit" us...

even when others complain about her, I'll feel really lucky when she's around...

even if the class is as long as 2 hours...( she broke the record...longest class ever...lol...) my tiredness will be forgotten...

Ms. Gan, thank you so much! I appreciate that a lot! =)

2009-03-06T05:53:00.000-08:00

so long since i've blogged...until ch asked me to...

din go school today cos i woke up around 9 something..XP
hahaa...tak sengaja...hehee...

nothing much to blogg...

i'm so into American Idol nowadays..haha...

luv Danny,Allison,Scott and Lil...wyeee...

so sien...dunno what to blog d...

~ so bless! ~

2009-01-22T04:23:00.000-08:00

hey!
its been quite a while since i blogged...that's because i've been busy with homework and studies..

anyways, today was a great day and it makes me feel like blogging about it...

i'm really bless because:-

1. I got 7 A's.
2.Rewarded with $$$
3.DC & DA's album

today was the anugerah pelajar cemerlang PMR 2008.all those who got all A's was rewarded with $$...wyee~

really happy~ not because of the $$ only but also because i had a great time with the ex 3Angsanians...=P

miss them very much...miss how the times we acted so crazy in class...when we had so much freedom...to do silly stuff...and laugh our heads off! =D

those were the times..sighh...but, life still goes on...we can't always be in our comfort zone..sighh...

oh yeah! about the David Cook album...haha...i receive it after 2 months i won..lol...due to corruption of Fly's system...so,i got the post...

opened it...

took it out...

and...

OMG!

its NOT DAVID COOK!

but David Archuleta...=(

so disappointed...

complaint to Fly...and wanted to send back to them DA's and in return get DC's album...

guess what?

they said it is so troublesome...so, they've decided to send DC's one..

and i don't have to return DA's album!

lol...it is like win one,free one! hahaha...

* Att:Sharon,I'm so sorry..i know you will kill me after reading this..=)

but anyways, this is only the begining of the year and i've been getting so much blessings! It is really unbelievable...

thank you Lord for everything!

It is proven that the principal of sowing and reaping is so true!

What you sow,you will reap!( applies in your studies as well ) =P

and when you believe in Him, miracles and tremendous things will happen..=)

so,
trust in God and lean not on your own understanding ; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.

( Pro. 3:5-6 )

God bless!
Toodles!

horrible week...

2009-01-06T22:42:00.001-08:00

i am innocent...

why did you doubted me because of another person who cheated and lied to you?

do i look like a person who will cheat on something regarding my future?

i hate "tomatoes" who....i don't even know how to describe their attitude...

this week is so tough...

i thought i am bold enough to face it but i was wrong...

when i see them, i just feel like crying...

feeling so lonely...

so not comfortable...

all for the sake of my future...

hope all this will end fast...

so that i don't need to suffer so much...

Tagged by Chiahui...

2008-12-24T00:35:00.000-08:00

(1) : For those who got tagged,please write the answers in your blog.
(2) : Forward this tag to 10 people.
(3) : Inform the 10 that they are being tagged.
(4) : The 10 cannot decline the tag.
(5) : Those who got tagged must specify the person who tag and the place where the tag is received.
(6) : Those who got tagged will receive a special blessing.Let the fun begin.

NO 1♥
01 your nickname : Christine
02 age : 15
03 DOB : 1st September
04 Zodiac Sign: Virgo
05 interests : classical music & dance

NO 2♥
01 crush ? : hmmm...
02 are you in a relationship ? : nope
03 live in happiness now ? : definitely...
04 if god gives you unlimited courage, what will you like to do ? : hmmm...dunno..
05 if one day, the one you love confesses to you ? : of course...happy la =P

NO 3♥
01 the one who tagged you is : Chiahui =)
02 she / he is your : my friend.
03 how is she / he ? : she is cutee and...cuteee..and helpful..lol...
04 how long have you been knowing her / him ? : since form 1
05 what do you think of her / him ? : she's nice~ always ready to help..
06 what will you like to tell her / him ? : miss being your classmate..=(

NO 4♥
01 your favorite show : a lot...
02 your favorite music : english songs and classicals
03 your favorite season : spring..like to see the beautiful flowers..=)
04 your favorite cartoon : er....
05 your favorite person ( the one you love the most ) : my whole family?
06 your favorite color : Pink and bright colours~
07 your favorite country : US
08 your favorite weather: windy and cloudy,not too sunny and not too heavy rain..lol..

NO 5♥

01 if God gives you three wishes :

I want 7a's for PMR
I want to go US again...
I want to travel around the globe...

02 are you a single-minded person ? : no
03 your most unforgettable and memorable memory is : the first day in dance class..=)
04 are you a person who full with confidence ? Not really...no
05 do you like to smile ? : very much!
06 will you choose to give up current living status ? :why do i have to? obviously NO!
07 what kind of life do you hope for ? : simple life...as long as i can dance everyday..
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱: i don't read chinese...( banana ) translate pleaseee...

NO 6♥
I tag:

- Samantha
- Sharon
and basically anyone who wants it...=P

Pet Society...

2008-12-23T00:24:00.000-08:00

How about this??

2008-12-23T00:11:00.000-08:00

Keputusan PMR 30 Disember

KUALA LUMPUR - Keputusan peperiksaan Penilaian Menengah Rendah (PMR) bagi tahun 2008 akan diumumkan pada 30 Disember ini dan semua calon peperiksaan itu boleh mengambil keputusan mereka di sekolah masing-masing mulai pukul 10 pagi.
Menurut Ketua Pengarah Pelajaran, Datuk Alimuddin Mohd. Dom, analisis keputusan PMR juga akan diumumkan pada hari yang sama di Putrajaya pada pukul 9 pagi.
Seramai 472,060 calon di seluruh negara telah mendaftar untuk menduduki peperiksaan PMR yang berlangsung dari 13 hingga 17 Oktober lalu.

I got this from a friend...it is from Kosmo newspaper..I think this is true...i don't know why but i have a feeling that this is true...so, it will be next tuesday...exactly a week...=S

All the best people!~

At last...I'm done!

2008-12-21T20:21:00.000-08:00

Hiii....

Last week was a tiring week for my fingers...at last! yesterday was okay...Solo pieces was canceled...just duets only...wyee~
First time performing...i think it is not too bad...but, of course need to work harder...

The whole afternoon was all the students' performance...People started leaving...until the end of the show, there were only about 20 - 30 people left...lol...but, the people who left missed the best part! the event ended with the pros ( one of them is my teacher ) playing Canon in D...it was a quartet...( piano and 3 violins )

So nice~

Save the best for the last ma...hahaha...=P

Waited so long for them to play...haha...

Tired...very tired...went home rest...then go out again..
for dinner...sighh...

my dad won 1st runner up for an archery competition and got this
RM 150 voucher to a restaurant...we ordered so much...was half dead after dinner...haha...nice food though..=)

went home...too full...so help my sis to wrap her christmas presents...it was fun! think i can be Santa's helper~

So excited for Christmas! this is the celebration that makes me feel really happy! i like the feel of Christmas! haha...

hmm...this week is the week...I've been waiting for...
believing this weekend will be great, awesome, and tremendous!
there can be miracles when you believe...
hopefully there is this weekend...

Is it true?????????

2008-12-17T09:14:00.000-08:00

PMR Results To Be Announced On Dec 28

KUALA LUMPUR, Dec 19 (Bernama) -- The Penilaian Menengah Rendah (PMR) examination result will be announced on Dec 28, said a statement from the Malaysian Examinations Syndicate.The candidates can get their results from their respective schools from 10am.Director-general of Education Datuk Dr Ahamad Sipon will announce the analysis on the candidates' performance at a press conference the following day.

Is this really true? I found this in the internet...it makes me even more curious...

Curiosity kills....

2008-12-17T05:37:00.000-08:00

Curious....

Stress....

The moment we've been waiting for....

Omgg! when will they annouce??!

Do they know curiosity kills?

Tired of practising...

fingers hurting...hardening...=(

but, it's for my good...i know...sighhh...

~Tis the season to be jolly..~

2008-12-15T06:43:00.000-08:00

Christmas is just around the corner!

Some Christmas trivia here...

? Did you know... ?

1. The first president to decorate the White House Christmas tree in
the United States was Franklin Pierce.
2. Electric lights for trees were first used in 1895.
3. The first Christmas cards were vintage and invented in 1843, the
Victorian era.
4. "The Nutcracker" is the most famous Christmas ballet.

5."Jingle Bells" was first written for Thanksgiving and then became

one of the most popular Christmas songs.

6. Coca-cola was the first beverage company to use Santa for a

winter promotion.

7. In 1843, " A Christmas Carol" was written by Charles Dickens in just

six weeks.

Christmas is really a time to jolly...but not after Christmas...cos it means we are getting our PMR results soon...well, hopefully everything turns out great!

tata~

Suddenly...

2008-12-08T23:41:00.000-08:00

Suddenly I, am in front of the lights
Everything, I’m feeling scary and beautiful at the same time
And every day, I try just to breathe
I want to show the whole world
The truth inside of me

Suddenly people know my name
Suddenly everything has changed
Suddenly I feel so alive
In the blink of an eye
My dreams begin to reign

Suddenly time, it feels like the wind
It changes everywhere I go
I’m just trying to fit in
Now here I stand
And I’m still just that girl
I’m following my heart
In this amazing crazy world

Suddenly people know my name
Suddenly everything has changed
Suddenly I feel so alive
In the blink of an eye

Suddenly I am center stage
Suddenly I am not afraid
Suddenly I believe again
In the blink of an eye
It’s happening now

As my dreams begin to reign
I want to say love me for me
What’s inside
I’m gonna be positive, not run away, so much for you
This is life

Suddenly I am center stage
Suddenly I am not afraid
Suddenly I believe again
In the blink of an eye
My dreams begin to reign

Tiring weekend...

2008-12-07T21:43:00.000-08:00

hii...
last weekend was so tiring...

Saturday

11.15am - 1pm : Dance
4pm-6pm : so called add math tuition
8.30pm- 10.40pm : MPO

i was already half dead after dance class cos that saturday we had a little surprise from the principle,Ms Gan...she came to teach us that day...and it was great but suffering...during the begining of the lesson...we do streching a lot..and while i was doing it...she came over and pull my leg...there goes my leg...sighh...pull and push by force...that's what she did to us...it was really painful but it's good so that all of us can be more flexible...no pain,no gain...=(
and the class lasted for 1 hour and 45 minutes...that's crazyyy...usually its only an hour...

after that, i went for the so called add math tuition..all the students waited there for around an hour for that teacher..and still he did not turn up..he's driving me craazy! so, i called home and ask mum to pick me...=(

About MPO, it was great! but not feeling that well at that time..so did not enjoy it fully..=(

Sunday

10am-12.30pm : Church
1pm-2pm : Lunch
2pm-3.30pm : Cg
5pm- 6pm : Dance
6pm-7pm : " Swimming"

Sunday was even worst than Saturday cos my whole body hurts even more than the previous day...but i still went for class...barely can do any of the exercise well...but luckily it was not the difficult ones...hehe...after class..i went to "swim"...i didn't actually swam but i was in the water and kinda relaxing and resting..i was too afraid and tired to learn how to swim...hahahaah....

so glad today i don't have to go anywhere..can rest well now..=)

In loving memories of Chloe...

2008-11-29T01:43:00.000-08:00

29 November 2007...

was the day i've cried the most in 2007

My beloved doggie, Chloe left me and my family...

We did not know what was the cause of her death...she was always a healthy little dog...

We took care of her very well...but yet..*sigh*

In loving memories of Chloe Imperial Elegance...

I really miss her a lot...such a cute and good dog...

I will never forget the moments...

we had fun together...

we fought...

i scolded her for stealing food, for not eating her own biscuits...

and every minute & seconds when she was still around with us...

- another hang.. -

2008-11-26T21:56:00.000-08:00

hey hey~

yesterday, went hang at Pavilion..from HMG..only me and Tia...with Mao family and some other friends who are not in HMG or Mao family..elo's cuteee cousin bro,Malcolm joined us too..he's sooo cuteeee and he's only 6! =P

i was at the main entrance at about 11.20am..we suppose meet at 11.15am..the whole gang still not here..sighhh...waited...11.30am..only they reach..

then,we went to buy tickets for Madagascar 2..movie at 2pm..
still early..and we went to the food court to wait for Lv and Samuel..

On the way, Malcolm said he needs to go toilet..so,Manoj and Aaron brought him in..hahaha...so cuteeee...

the girls..of course..we went too..hehee..and as usual..elo and ch will take pic in toilet..lol..

everyone came out..went to sit at the food court tables..while waiting for tht two fellow..hahaaa...i mean..Lv and Sam..

we talked..talked..and talked..took pics..of Malcolm..he is a super poser! every pic sure different pose..hahaa...cuteee~ he might be a model in future..who knows? lol...

suddenly,we saw jeeyee and hil..lol..they were having lunch break from their japanese class..lol...

after a while..finally! sam reached..Lv still not here..so, we decided to just go eat..<>
ate at Subway~ yummmy!

i ordered chicken teriyaki..it is 6 inches long..shared with Tia and Aaron...

in Subway..we..again..talked..talked..talked..then..here comes Lv!

continued talking..

around 1.30pm...all of us went to the cinema...waited..

talked again..lol...

playing with little Malcolm...and he's like trying to throw tia down from the cinema level..lol...always running around and Malcolm talks really LOUD! the whole wide world can hear..lol..hahaa...

finally! time for movie! All of us watched Madagascar 2 except Sam..he watched Igor cos' he watched Madagascar d...

the movie was really funny! hahahaa...and the popcorn makes me feel like vomiting..too much of it i guess...

after movie, me,tia and ch..desperately need to visit the washroom..haha..( dahlah so cold in the cinema...) so, we were like running to the toilet..haha..<>

then,we went J Co..some of them wants to get some donuts~
In J Co..i saw esther and another girl..both ex form5 ..lol..

then..we went window shopping..in Pavilion...i start to feel bored..tired..

there is nothing to do in Pavilion except shopping and movie..the stuff there are like soo expensive..so,we can only see..lol..

according to tia,malcolm is the source of entertainment to us..he's really talkative..hahaaa...always running around..lol..if malcolm didn't go,i think it will be worst!

It was already 4 plus..almost 5pm..which means it is time for me to go..
Before that, how can we leave without taking a group photo? this is the pic~

Look at malcolm!! always posing..lol..cuteeee~

After that, all of them went Starbucks..whereas me..i went home...=p

reached home..feel so tired! but i still online for a while..chated a little..headache got worst when ch told me " that"...tia called..talked a while..then, i gave up..i can't take it anymore..i need rest! went to bed..

yeap..that's all about yesterday..it was a happy and also a sad+angry+tired day..

* PLS! NO MORE OUTING IN PAVILION!

- again? lol...

2008-11-25T05:52:00.000-08:00

hey!

today was just okay..normal day...was playing so much..i din feel like doing add maths or maths...hahaaa...enjoy first right? lol..

around evening..6 plus..i was trying very hard to win tickets to watch the Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra ( MPO)lol..it was just yesterday that i won David Cook's album..and today..not me but my mom won the MPO tickets for me!! wyeeeeeee!

I tried the whole day..but failed..by the way, the MPO tickets are from another radio station..not Fly..hahaa...this is the one i'm gonna watch..

6 Dec Sat 8.30pm

Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra

Osmo Vänskä conductor

Marc-André Hamelin piano

NIELSEN Symphony No.2 (Op.16) – “The Four Temperaments”

BRAHMS Piano Concerto No.2 in B flat (Op.83)

Whoa!! I can't wait to watch it! I'm sure it is going to be AWESOME!

2 tickets and i'll be bringing my sis with me~ heheeee

everyday blogg bout winning stuff..hahahaa...so bless! wyee!~

that's all guys!

tata~

- feeling betterrr...or maybe not...

2008-11-24T01:48:00.000-08:00

hi...

am i feeling better or not?

i don't know..whatever...

anyways, this afternoon something happened..that made me feel a little better...just 2%...

i was listening to Fly fm..this week they are giving out David Cook & David Archuleta's album..this whole week they are gonna talk, talk, talk, all bout them...

and..i'm a BIG but not die heart fan of DAVID COOK! but still...i want his album!! heheeee

so..i called during the first cue-to-call...= failed...oh yeahh...you have to answer a question...the first cue-to-call Q was sooo easy..

" When is DC's birthday?"

- 20 Dec 1982-

so,i tried the second cue-to-call..after few hours..and guess what?

I'VE MADE IT!!

My question was:

" DC had a solo studio album ( not singles..like the one i wrote before..) in 2006..what is the title of the solo album?"

- Analog Heart-

Actually, i've already on the computer infront of me before the cue-to-call...hahahaaa..i searched in Wikipedia ady..so, i know the answer...( with the help of the comp...hahaa...)

the Dj also realized that i have a computer infront of me..hahaha..lol...but who cares? i just want the album!!! heheee...so excited~

yeap...that's all i guess...and i've been playing Pet Society nowadays without a reason..lol...influenced by ch and etc...hahaa...

that's all for now~

toodles!

- what's going on? -

2008-11-23T07:02:00.000-08:00

what's wrong with me??

this weird feeling..

couldn't explain..nor describe...

but, i just hate it so much...

gosh..don't know what to do...

sighhh...

~ Expect the unexpected...

2008-11-21T23:19:00.000-08:00

hey!

let me just share some stuff i read from www.sharegodlove.com

i was browsing through and an article entitled 'Expect the Unexpected' caught my attention.i clicked on it..

after i read the article..i was like *wow*...you can read it yourself..this is the web:http://sharegodlove.com/relationship-with-god/expect-the- unexpected

this article really reminded me that my God is a God of imposibilities..from the day PMR finished all the way until now, i have been worrying so much about how did i do in my exam and what's my result going to be.All these questions annoyed me everyday..

today,i went to check this website out.i'm so glad i did! Cos' now that i know i can rely on God,i'm not so worried..

Part of the article:

Yes, this is the God whom we believe in. He specialized in all the impossible. Nothing is too difficult for him accomplish. There is no ‘NO’ in God. With God everything is ‘YES’ and ‘AMEN’. We must expect the unexpected.

Do not create boundary for God. We must think out of the box in regards to God’s work. We cannot limit him with our limited wisdom, knowledge and intelligence. Simply put your 5 loaves and 2 fishes in the hand of God and see the miracle of multiplication.

It may not be possible for us but for God, everything is possible. Jesus said, “I tell you the truth, of you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and it will be done. If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.”

Whoa! How about that! So, REMEMBER! DO NOT LIMIT WHAT GOD CAN DO IN YOUR LIFE! you never know what is His plan for you..so,sit tight and experience it yourself..He might surprise you with somethng..=P

Toodles!

~ Found something cuteeeee....

2008-11-14T06:28:00.000-08:00

hihi...=)

today..i was checking my mails..and i came across an e-mail my mom sent to me last time...( proves how often i check my mail box..lol..)

so, i just open the mail..and i was really surprised with the pictures..

they are soo cuteee...cuteee food that is...here are the pictures..see it yourself...=P

- wish i have my morning coffee like that -

- Its just so adorable...-

- Oh my gosh! so cuteeee...-

- this is quite cutee..but can be scary too...-

- I want to eat that! -

- awww...-

- so cuteee..but what's that? -

- having a swim in the miso soup? -

- aww..look at them...so sweet...-

- cuteeeeee...-

- Its so cutee..it makes you don't wanna eat it -

So, am i right or what? they are seriously really cuteee and adorable! =P hahahaa...i really wondered if they really exist..like..are they sold some where? I would definitely buy them! heheee...

Anyways, enough of those cutee little fellows...( i don't know what are they called..hahaaa)

yea...that's all for today...heheee...
sleepyy..Zzzzzz...nitez~

~ I' ve skated !!! ~ =P

2008-11-12T20:13:00.000-08:00

hiiiiiii....

yesterday...i went hang with tia,ch,sam,lv,jun,elo,sharon,fion and aaron ( SBU )....

we went skating at Sunway Pyramid Ice

fion,tia,aaron, jeeyee,char and hil suppose to go extreme park..but dunno what happened..their plan cancelled and they came to join us

- skating~ (except for jeeyee,char and hil..)

before we went skating..we had lunch at Pizza Hut..yuMmY~

when we were eating..me and sam cannot tahan d..hahaa...too excited to skate...

then..we went to get the tickets..i've got discount cos i brought jusco card~ wyee!

me...very ....i din know how to get in..you have to like scan your bar code before entering..lol...luckily sam told me..hahaha...

this moment...me and sam really can't tahan d...we din wait for others..we just go get our skate shoes..then.. we get the special coin for the lockers...

Me and sam..we are all set to get into the rink..while the rest just came in..and..getting shoes..etc..

me and sam went in first..it was like..Oh my gosh!! I cant even stand still..we were like holding the side all the time..trying to move but its just so difficult...

then..its time for resurfacing...all skaters are suppose to leave the ice rink..we waited outside the rink...in the mean time we took some pics..

yup! those are the pics we took...=P

after the first resurfacing...we went in again..this time..i challenged myself to go to the middle part of the rink...i went with tia..

after a while..we decided to go 'solo'...which means no holding hands..
we actually ended up quite good...at least now we manage to balance on those blades...and able to glide a little..now..its getting more FUN!!

before this..i was thinking to myself..maybe we should have went some other place but not here..but..after a while..i felt we chose the right place to hang! Its not only a hang..but also we learnt something new..which is skating~

but of course..before you are able to balance on those blades...
* CONFIRM : you will fall a lot! on your ass and also your knees...but..that's how you learn i guess..after a while..all those falling downs will be all worth it..

As for fion...she was like screaming until the whole sunway pyramid people can hear...lol..i was just exagerating..heheheee..but..she was afraid to skate..we did helped her but..she was still afraid..and there was once when she fell..she fell on jun and nearly or maybe she did kissed her..( OMG ) ewww...feel disgusted..

everyone was having loads of fun! ( not all i guess...hahaaa..)
they left around 4.20pm to go window shopping...where as me..i decided to skate more..so, i told them to go first..and so they did..i skated alone until 6.05pm...

after they left..i think i was really tired and my legs are getting feeble...
i still continue skating..but it was no fun at all...i kept tripping over the ice which i don't understand why?...i hate it when that happens..sometimes..i looked like i am going to fall but somehow i don't..that's weird and it looks really "dangerous"..lol....

yea..so i was sick of falling..i kinda like "surrendered" around 6.05pm...
i came out from the rink..i was walking like ' orang tempang '..
it took me some time to walk to get my stuff..hahaaa...my legs was really sore..that's why...

i took out the skate shoes..and was shocked cos around my ankle..my skin came off..and it hurt so much..=(

but..it doesn't really matter cos i've learnt how to skate and most importantly i had a lot of fun with my friends! =P

so, i guess its a great outing! =)

Me and tia decided to go again next next week! Hopefully can skate a little better than yesterday..heheheee...

that's all for now..conclusion..
fun is what i had..and i'm really happy cos i'm able to hang and at the same time learn something i've never thought of learning..=)

wyee~
toodles! =)

* A video of me skating..( looked weird..)hahaaa..
thx tia for taking this video~
It wasn't me that's laughing...guess who? =P

shoppin~

2008-11-08T05:44:00.001-08:00

hiiiiii..
today..was a great day..
after dance..
went shoppin with mom in Sg. Wang..

walk...

walk...

walk...

went Momoe..
bought a pair of shoes...=P
luv it~ really comfy..=)

walk...

to look for some dresses...
can't find a nice one...

walk...

give up...decided to go Nichii another day...

around 6.20pm..

went to Sakura..

the food was AWESOME...

had their famous nasi lemak.. the portion is soooo big..if one person finish it on his/her own..it can last for 2 meals..lol...

had asam laksa too...

cendol for dessert..

all the food was really YUMMY~

then..we went home..
soo satisfied with the dinner...heehehee...

hope to go there again!~

that's all for now..=) wyee~

-christine-

~ Miisss you all sooo much ~

2008-11-07T06:39:00.000-08:00

hii..

my second post for the day..

i signed in MSN around 9.51pm..

suddenly..tiara ask me go watch a video..

so, i watched..

it was a video made by tiara,dedicated to all 3 Angsanians..

it was really good..( except the blur parts..)

all credits to tiara and the photographer..

the video really brought back a lot of memories to me...

all the fun..laughter..we had together...that $$ can't buy..

it will be something that i will remember for life..=)

i dun think i can watch the video anymore..

its just too sad..=(

to all 3 Angsanians..

thanks for sharing the joy,laughter and fun with me..=)

Holidays...=(

2008-11-06T18:09:00.000-08:00

Morning~

Today..is the first day of holiday..suppose to be really happy but

am not..anyways, i need someone to help me ( desperately..).i dunno how

to change my profile and add in the chat box and etc..sad...=( bloggie is

so not complete...just got the posts only..sob..=(

-christine- ^^

Wyee! Luv the new loOk...=)

2008-11-05T22:48:00.000-08:00

Hiiii...
finally! i figured out how to change the look of my bloggie to the dancing sheep...(my fav..) heheee..different item on the new look represents different places..

eg. ribbon = profile
paper clips = links
pens = bloggie

I did not know this when i first change the look of my blog..lol..<>
But i have no idea about the profile..it is about a girl named kai lin,which i dun even know who is that..lol..i think is the person who created this blog skin..hahaaa...but..why is it in my profile??! My profile suppose to be about me right?? lol... and i changed my bloggie's skin look so many times..decided to stick to this..but still dunno how to add in my profile and etc..=(

Let me blog about today! Today..last day for Form 3..we had a majlis penutupan for aktiviti selepas PMR..

As usual..starts with ketibaan Pengetua SMKSBS..

Then..bacaan doa..ucapan from Addina,wakil bagi Tingkatan 3..

Followed by ucapan from Pn. Zuraidah..( think the spelling is like this..)

Pengetua's turn to give her speech..( bla..bla..bla..)

Prize giving ceremony..then..the time we've been waiting for..our turn to perform..

Only 3 classes + asrama boys performed today..

3A..our performance includes..

PCK rap by Hilary and Tiara..( the idiots of 3 Angsana..lol..)

Hare hare yukai dance by Jeeyee,Mel,and Addina..

Choir..( Mungkin nanti, Peterpan..)

I feel the performance was ...heheee..the PCK rap and dance was good..but the singing part was..uhh... hahahaaa..kinda lame..heheeee

i think the best performance was the drama one by the asrama boys..hahaa..its really a funny drama...wakakka...=P

After the majlis ended, we were suppose to watch the Form 5 students reherse for their graduation tomorrow..but..we did not..cos' its just too boring..Zzzz..we ( hang + mao ) decided to play!

We played Pepsi cola, AEIOU stop and another game which i dunno how to spell it..haha..it does sound a bit childish..but we had a GREAT time together..so, who cares if it is childish..as long as we have FUN~ i wanna enjoy all the moments i have with them cos' i know next year i wun be the same class as them..=( these few days..i really had a lot of fun with them..these are the memories that i will never forget with 3 Angsanians..

yeap..that's what happened today..i really had a lot of fun with you all..=P

Can't wait for the next hang! 3 Angsanians or i should say hang+mao is going Sunway Lagoon together next wednesday!!! Hope to have even more FUN with all of them!

bye!!

* TIARA forced me to add this: Li Jun hit her leg today and it hurts a lot..( while we were playing Pepsi cola..) lolx...

-christine-